let the sun shine in

mandy

2009-02-22T07:18:14Z

thanks tammi, justin & june

2009-02-14T17:14:38Z

more pictures on my facebook, under the folder, "portfolia"

virgin photoshoot!

sun_shine87 @ 2009-02-06T23:29:00

2009-02-06T15:34:13Z

i am hurt. fucking hell.

a part of me wants to be mature and say i wish you well

but that was bloody immature of you to start something you were unsure of.

bastard.

just for a mod update

2009-01-25T04:49:52Z

testing testing..

oh yeah my ANTM moods work :)

s'funny coz i was tinking of moving again.. u know ? every year i'd move somewhere?

from fruitsalts to itczyitczy to armorbear(wasit?) to cherry bonanza and all that jazz.

mypersonality!

2009-01-08T02:39:10Z

an ode to 2008

2009-01-01T08:52:41Z

so here's to 2008.

a year of bad trauma
bouts of rotten drama
where my teeth have sunk in
to anything but Renoma's (:P)

moneys a problem
we know that for sure
but distractions like the Olympics
have such an allure

gone is the white rabbit
whose sweets have added poison
but HIV is on the increase
proof is sores & leisons

thailand has begun
its political turmoil
how it has affected me
is my shopping recoil :(

it's a time for change
for the US white house
by Barack Obama
and michelle in a faaabulous blouse.

Onto local grounds
where recession has hit
no one loves money pinching
not even one bit

the lehman brothers
have seem to disappear
but why are such ugly labels still around
like the perfume La Mer ?

AIG has finished
its manchester jersey spree
but the aunties in bugis are still
hawking "buy 2 get 1 jersey free!"

charity organisations have
been in the questioning limelight
so why bother in donating
with all might?

the community's been
in quite a despair
but thanks to the good people who have
aided in its repair

HIV AIDs cases are
soaring evermore
so please use a condom
lest you want a cold sore

the Singapore Flyer
has stopped 6 times
so before you go up again
i'd suggest Vodka & Limes

The festive shopping mood
has taken a dip
but that shouldn't affect
or let this New Year slip

with friends around
and movies galore
i can swear that i myself
am still the holiday whore :P

just remember not to stuff yourself
with those cakes and apple pie
coz when you stand on the weighing machine
you know those numbers don't lie

cherish your friends,
tighten your belt,
coz this coming year
your assets gonna melt (amen!)

love your bestie
love your hag
love your family
love your fag

so i say sayonara to 2008,
you've been a great date,
but i'm sleeping with 2009,
i hate to be late.

Back to work tomorrow,
unfortunately so,
but bring out the ang pows
says the lunar new year ho

happy new year!

-isaac chan

testing testing.

2008-12-17T17:13:34Z

gossip girl.

it's finally over! GOLDDDDD!

2008-12-12T09:20:17Z

i can sleep in peace after so many months. :) HUAT AR!!

which ANTM are you?

2008-12-08T11:22:23Z

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sun_shine87 @ 2008-12-01T20:48:00

2008-12-01T12:50:30Z

after seeing the response from my mum about her birthday video, i am re-ignited with my flighty passion with moving images.

the wonders of manipulation of film :D

TGIF and other thoughts

2008-11-28T18:45:22Z

if time really is the determinating factor of how we really feel... then yes i still love you. unconditionally.

a big thank you to my TL(Lee aka Frangipani) , Tammi my GF & Justin Jap the bitch for spending my TGIF mulling over sakae sushi@wheelock. what a way to end my busy week. :)

picking things up..

2008-11-23T14:13:36Z

i don't have to solve anything now. i'm just gonna relax :)

happy clappy

2008-11-21T16:37:47Z

omg i'm sexcited! my storyboard for my series of short short (extremely) short amateur videos are coming up! expect colors. intense colors. soso cinematography and loadsa art direction!

and i'm getting my DSLR soon! so eddee if you read this, I NEED YOUR ADVICE ON THE BRAND TO BUY! thanks my lesbian partner! xoxo

i have to say

2008-11-17T12:10:48Z

i may never ever get fully over you, but i'll always trot on..

and thank YOU for being so yogilicious :)

Trey Songz - I can't help but wait

2008-11-09T07:41:38Z

I can't help but wait...
Oh I, can't help but wait...
Check it out

[Verse 1:]
I see you, you're with him - he ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by, while he lies - then turn right 'round and forgive
I can't take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeks
But what can I do - I gotta stay true
'cause deep down I'm still a G

[Bridge:]
And I don't wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Til' you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
Til' you see that wit me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Til' you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Verse 2:]
Listen, it ain't fresh to just let him call the shots
You're a queen, you should be, getting all that someone's got
You should be rocking the latest in purses, bracelets, and watches, your worth
Much more than a occasional I love you
I'm thinking of you

[Bridge:]
And I don't wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Til' you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
Til' you see that wit me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Til' you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Brakedown:]
Get it together - you can do better
Seeing's believing
And I see what you need so
I'm gone play my position
Let you catch what you've been missing
I'm calling out, girl 'cause I can't help but wait

[Hook 2x:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Til' you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
Til' you see that wit me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Til' you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Outro:]
Oh - can't help but wait, babe
No-no-no-no-no-no
I can't help but wait
Oh-oh-oh, can't help but wait
No, no, no

a love poem.

2008-11-06T14:25:32Z

when i'm feeling like there's no love coming to me,
and i have no love to give,

when i'm feeling seperated from the world
and cut off from myself

when i'm feeling annoyed by every little thing
becoz i'm not getting what i want

i'll remember that there's an infinite amount of love available to me,
and i'll see it in you

i'll remember that i'm complete within myself
so i'll never have to look to you to complete me

and most of all

i'll remember everything that i already need,
i already have

and whatever i don't have,
will come to me when i'm ready to
recevieve it.

Brandy - Right here (departed) moto blanco remix

2008-11-01T17:18:34Z

i wanna do a short MV for this track! it definitely won't be nor can be as high end as this but i'll make it work somehow.

spook fest!

2008-11-01T05:50:28Z

happy halloween :)

sun_shine87 @ 2008-10-27T19:43:00

2008-10-27T11:51:20Z

it's nice to hear from an old friend after much absence!

you've been missed Mic.

coffeee sooooon :D

sun_shine87 @ 2008-10-26T02:39:00

2008-10-25T18:41:00Z

it's finally over. time to party :)

word jumble

2008-10-22T13:54:37Z

as i'm really exhausted i'll just throw some words down that has been swimming in my head for the past days. self interprete but i'll know the truth.

wasabi.

jam.

condom.

wank wank.

pull ups.

protein

worry

boyfriend

token lesbian

superficial

sexually deprived

standing broad jump

promotion

stupid regular

padlocks

frozen feet

house bunny!

bavarian beef wrap

odd gay person

weird propositions

wait

thai food

racism

deepavali

combat medic

okay i guess i'm done.

take it like a man!

2008-10-19T18:33:20Z

whatever happens tomorrow and whatever the outcome, i WILL take it in my stride.

surveys on a sunday.

2008-10-19T02:41:05Z

What Chanzhiyang Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. (hear hear!)

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. (not exactly the most pragmatic at times but..)

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. (meow, roar, bark, woof, hiss etc...)

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. (okay this is false)

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. (if that's the case ...)

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. (a non level headed bitch IOW)

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. (perfection yes, but the best at everything i'm not sure)

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. (see non level headed bitch)

You have the classic “Type A” personality.
(someone explain)

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. (amen)

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. (over thinking IOW)

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. (guess which unit i'm in? so true)

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. (wise again, i love this)

You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. ( make lotsa love, not war)

But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.
(ah, behind closed doors... very true)

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. (i agree, and no not about sex)

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. (fickle fickle tickle me elmo)

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. (i can't emphasize enough the truth in this!)

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. (bitch get out of my way)

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. (oh yes, you love me)

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. (hmmm.. )

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. (ah yes, see overthinking)

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. (i love my alone times!)

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. (oh yes!)

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

very very accurate! almost scary!

You Are a Strawberry Margarita

You're so sweet it's a little overwhelming, and people are a little afraid of corrupting you...

It's a little difficult to imagine you with a margarita. And you're truly a different person after you've kicked back a couple!

What Flavor Margarita Are You?

so God help me, i really think it's damn accurate lar.

Till i sleep.

2008-10-17T18:24:44Z

I wish i could rip out a page of my memory
Cuz i put to much energy in him and me
Can't wait til i get through this phase
Cuz its killing me
To bad we can't re-write our own history

Such a mystery when hes here with me
It's hard to believe i'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how its supposed to be

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
We gotta re-reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all of (my energy)

Seems only like yesterday, Not even gravity
Could keep your feet off the ground when u go to me
How can two be as one
We've become to divided now
Theres no use hiding from my misery
Such a mystery when hes here with me
It's hard to believe i'm still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out
This ain't how its supposed to be

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy (Oh, Yeah)
We gotta re-reverse the chemistry (We gotta re-)
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy
Energy, My Energy
Taking all my energy (Energy)
Energy (Energy), My Energy (Energy)
Taking all of

Cause your taking all of my energy
I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
We gotta reverse the chemistry
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy

I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy (Oh)
We gotta reverse the chemistry (Oh, Oh)
I don't want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy (Energy)
Energy (Energy), My Energy (Oh)
Taking all my energy (Oh-Oh)
Energy, My Energy (Taking all of me)
Taking all of

Ya killing me
Ya taking all of me yeah, oh
This love is taking all of my energy

A final moment.

2008-10-05T08:02:33Z

I've heard it said that God sends His angels from heaven
Bringing His love and His blessings to our lives
They're those who helps us most to grow, and they let us
Have a taste of how God is really like
How Jesus himself must have been,
And I think i've met such an angel, because i know you

I can say that I've been changed for the better
I do believe I have been changed for the better
And, because i knew you, because i knew you.
Because you're always there
I have been changed for good.