let the sun shine in

more pictures on my facebook, under the folder, "portfolia"

virgin photoshoot!

i am hurt. fucking hell.

a part of me wants to be mature and say i wish you well

but that was bloody immature of you to start something you were unsure of.

bastard.

testing testing..

oh yeah my ANTM moods work :) 

s'funny coz i was tinking of moving again.. u know ? every year i'd move somewhere?

from fruitsalts to itczyitczy to armorbear(wasit?) to cherry bonanza and all that jazz. 

so here's to 2008.

a year of bad trauma
bouts of rotten drama
where my teeth have sunk in
to anything but Renoma's (:P)

moneys a problem
we know that for sure
but distractions like the Olympics
have such an allure

gone is the white rabbit
whose sweets have added poison
but HIV is on the increase
proof is sores & leisons

thailand has begun
its political turmoil
how it has affected me
is my shopping recoil :(

it's a time for change
for the US white house
by Barack Obama
and michelle in a faaabulous blouse.

Onto local grounds
where recession has hit
no one loves money pinching
not even one bit

the lehman brothers
have seem to disappear
but why are such ugly labels still around
like the perfume La Mer ?

AIG has finished
its manchester jersey spree
but the aunties in bugis are still
hawking "buy 2 get 1 jersey free!"

charity organisations have
been in the questioning limelight
so why bother in donating
with all might?

the community's been
in quite a despair
but thanks to the good people who have
aided in its repair

HIV AIDs cases are
soaring evermore
so please use a condom
lest you want a cold sore

the Singapore Flyer
has stopped 6 times
so before you go up again
i'd suggest Vodka & Limes

The festive shopping mood
has taken a dip
but that shouldn't affect
or let this New Year slip

with friends around
and movies galore
i can swear that i myself
am still the holiday whore :P

just remember not to stuff yourself
with those cakes and apple pie
coz when you stand on the weighing machine
you know those numbers don't lie

cherish your friends,
tighten your belt,
coz this coming year
your assets gonna melt (amen!)

love your bestie
love your hag
love your family
love your fag

so i say sayonara to 2008,
you've been a great date,
but i'm sleeping with 2009,
i hate to be late.

Back to work tomorrow,
unfortunately so,
but bring out the ang pows
says the lunar new year ho

happy new year!

-isaac chan

gossip girl.

i can sleep in peace after so many months. :) HUAT AR!! 

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after seeing the response from my mum about her birthday video, i am re-ignited with my flighty passion with moving images.

the wonders of manipulation of film :D

i don't have to solve anything now. i'm just gonna relax :)

omg i'm sexcited! my storyboard for my series of short short (extremely) short amateur videos are coming up! expect colors. intense colors. soso cinematography and loadsa art direction!

and i'm getting my DSLR soon! so eddee if you read this, I NEED YOUR ADVICE ON THE BRAND TO  BUY! thanks my lesbian partner! xoxo

i may never ever get fully over you, but i'll always trot on..

and thank YOU for being so yogilicious :)

I can't help but wait...
Oh I, can't help but wait...
Check it out

[Verse 1:]
I see you, you're with him - he ain't right but you don't trip
You stand by, while he lies - then turn right 'round and forgive
I can't take to see your face, with those tears run down your cheeks
But what can I do - I gotta stay true
'cause deep down I'm still a G

[Bridge:]
And I don't wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Til' you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
Til' you see that wit me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Til' you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Verse 2:]
Listen, it ain't fresh to just let him call the shots
You're a queen, you should be, getting all that someone's got
You should be rocking the latest in purses, bracelets, and watches, your worth
Much more than a occasional I love you
I'm thinking of you

[Bridge:]
And I don't wanna come between you and your man
Even though I know I treat you better than he can

[Hook:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Til' you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
Til' you see that wit me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Til' you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Brakedown:]
Get it together - you can do better
Seeing's believing
And I see what you need so
I'm gone play my position
Let you catch what you've been missing
I'm calling out, girl 'cause I can't help but wait

[Hook 2x:]
Girl I can't help but wait
Til' you get that with him, it don't change
Can't help but wait
Til' you see that wit me it ain't the same
Can't help but wait
Til' you, see you, for what you really are
Baby girl you are a star
And I can't help but wait

[Outro:]
Oh - can't help but wait, babe
No-no-no-no-no-no
I can't help but wait
Oh-oh-oh, can't help but wait
No, no, no

when i'm feeling like there's no love coming to me,
and i have no love to give,

when i'm feeling seperated from the world
and cut off from myself

when i'm feeling annoyed by every little thing
becoz i'm not getting what i want

i'll remember that there's an infinite amount of love available to me,
and i'll see it in you

i'll remember  that i'm complete within myself
so i'll never have to look to you to complete me

and most of all

i'll remember everything that i already need,
i already have

and whatever i don't have,
will come to me when i'm ready to
recevieve it.

i wanna do a short MV for this track! it definitely won't be nor can be as high end as this but i'll make it work somehow.

happy halloween :)

it's nice to hear from an old friend after much absence!

you've been missed Mic.

coffeee sooooon :D

it's finally over. time to party :)